what can i say now all grown up when others are doctors or people who seem normal in the head who have pockets where they keep their bus pass and get meal tickets and they go home every evening to eat dinner with their families and when they look out the window feeling a jab of lust for something there’s no lingering on the inner voice that says, in chinese, what’s the deal, dude? is that all there is? i have nothing to say and i need to say it.
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what can i say now all grown up when others are doctors or people who seem normal in the head who have pockets where they keep their bus pass and get meal tickets and they go home every evening to eat dinner with their families and when they look out the window feeling a jab of lust for something there’s no lingering on the inner voice that says, in chinese, what’s the deal, dude? is that all there is? i have nothing to say and i need to say it. :::::
